Hey!
Well nothing has really happened since I last wrote. Actually alot has. No..alot of nothing has happened.
I'll explain.
The accident made me very sore and stiff. I got sick too. I spent a few days going to different hospitals. I haven't been back to school since either. Blah..I think I'm going tomorrow though for the afternoon. I just really really don't want to have a naseau spell at school and get sick. That would be terrible.
One of my riding coaches, Lorraine, doesn't want me to go to Checkmate. I don't know what to do either really. I want to be with Lindsay. I love her soo much. Were like made to be bestfriends..and even far from each other we've never failed. I love it. I have to make good choices though. Lorraine is like the best coach ever, although normally her Mom, Mrs.Laf coaches me and doesn't let Lorraine have too much control. So that sucks. I guess I'll decide over time what is best. Follow my heart you know..all that crap. Things will work out.
I really miss my friends from back home and my parents and sister. My trip home seems like a dream now. I love every time I think about it though, even when I think about the down points of it. It was like I went back and jumped right back into the old flow and I could actually breathe. It felt good. Then just when I was settling in. I was torn out and stuffed back where I can hardly breathe, my oxygen running through little straws that come from the horses,telephone, and computer. God. I'll make it here, sure, but I'm not gunna pretend I don't miss home. Oh no. I can't wait until the summer when my family will be with me and things will be semi normal again.
I miss Megan. Megan is a really great friend and girl. Shes always there when I need her. I hope I am the same for her as she is for me. I know I haven't always been a perfect friend, but I want to let her know that she can talk to me about anything and she can trust me. I'm actually really lucky to have two such great friends. Megan and Lindsay..they don't know each other, its soo weird cause they are so close to me I know if they met they would be friends. Its takes a special person to win my heart the way those girls have.
I should go.
xox
P.S I miss my horse. I love him.
" and all I wanted was a simple kind of life..."