Finally, things are starting to make sense. For a while there you couldn't figure out what was going on for the life of you. It seemed like aliens had taken over the world.
That is my horoscope for today. Although its true in many ways, the aliens that have taken over the world haven't left yet, and I still don't know whats going on.
god, this is depressing. I don't even know whats the matter with me. I'm up and down and all over the place emotionally but when it comes right down to it I'm down. I think I'll write the way I feel differently today.
Its not like shes alone. With all the people that suround her. Its not like the smile she shares with friends isn't real, but it isn't deep. Her emptiness is evident when she opens her shattered heart to strangers and when they walk over the already cracked peices, she watches them break into a million peices beneath the ingnorance of their feet and float up into the sky and dissapear amongst the stars. And over time, everyone of them will fall, slowly in a burst of confusion..sinking. They sparkle and shine with a luminous light that seems so real. from a distance. And shes trying in vain, with outstretched hands to catch the peices as they fall through the dark emptiness to land forgotten. As each one hits the earth. As each tear drop falls. She starts her endless search, to find the peices of her heart. It tilts and spins, rises and sets, shines, snows, and rains. Trapped in time, she moves slowly and at last picks the last peice up, sits and cries to nobody. She arranges the peices so that they intertwine, the light is bright and golden as the summer sun and she holds it to her, whole and complete her heart, her life. satisfied.