I am at school now. Things are going better for me. I guess things aren't so bad after all. The weekend was fun. I went to NorthWest.
On the way home Dad, was driving the "old car" and he wanted to see how long it could run on like no gas. So, obviously the result was hilarious, well at least my friends and I thought it was. If anyone else saw us they probly thought we were nuts. We ended up pushing the car down the main road in the rain and we only had PJ's on! It was quite funny.
I don't understand how my parents can not feel the least bit compassionate about my cousin. I asked them bout it the other night and they said that they can't feel for someone who has ruined his life the way he has. Would they feel the same if it was me? I tried to tell them that I lived with my Aunt for only 3 summers and I was effected, just imagine him...he lived with her almost his whole life! It makes me sad. I don't really know what my sister thinks about it, its hard to grasp her emotions sometimes.
People keep asking me if I am scared about leaving for the year. I am in a way, but its nothing I haven't faced before. I don't really know what to say to them when they ask me because of course I am a bit scared a bit unsure and maybe even a little sad, but its what I want and I'm not going to let a little fear hold me back! Yes, I am determined.
anyways I think I'll go,
- Elizabeth -
* I have hours, only lonely, my love is vegeance thats never free..*