ok! Help! Why am I always like messing things up!
Dolain? no..No! and NO! Ok, I'm loosing the guy. Hes really starting to scare me. Plus people have started to warn me about him. I mean these aren't people that would lie to me..these are nice people. Oh my..now what am I going to do! I have this guy that is incredibly two faced. That robs stores, beats people up, and was kicked out of school last year following me around because I didn't know him and I thought he was a really nice guy. Now, I'm getting to know him and people are starting to see this. I am realizing that I totally misjudged the guy! I normally don't care what people think, and if it was just what they were saying I wouldn't worry too much, but some of the things that he has started to say are like hints of what hes actually like. I'm sorry to say this but Dolain will no longer be a part of my life or my diary. Its for the best, I just feel so like stupid. I doubt he would of told me any of the things I now know about him..because he is smart enough to know that I wouldn't dig it. Sure, hes cool enough..I don't care.
Anyways. I've made two really good friends! Sarah and Toni! Their my girls! ;) I love em' I have a show this weekend but next weekend Toni and I are hanging at Sarahs! :) I can't wait..I guess the first weeks of school were overwhelming. So many guys, and I've always wanted a guy like I thought Dolain was to be my friend. Its too good to be reality though. Everyone has their problems and this guy has more than I can deal with.
Anyways I should go to bed. I feel stressed.
Liz.
* I am no superman, I have no answers for you. *