I have alot of ideas tonight. Ideas are nice things. Sometimes.
I went to physio today. It was scary. I got hooked up to electronic machines that sucked onto my back and sent an electrical current through my body. It was crazy. I also had to wear a gown with an open back,It hurt too. I have to go again tomorrow.
This is my second entry today. My other one was just lyrics though. I had some spare time today.
I think some people use their diarys to change their lives, or the way they are treated by their friends. I guess those people actually know who reads their diary. I don't really know who reads my diary. I don't care if nobody does, because I love writing in this damn thing. I have some ideas of who reads it, but I am never sure. I have a guestbook now so people can write a note and tell me if they read it. That would be nice, but you don't have too. If you enjoy my writing, then I enjoy having you read it. :)
Everthing around me seems to be changing. I am really drifting away from Goose Bay. In a weird way. I guess my trip there was like the end of alot of things in my life. It hurts, but I guess I can't expect people to remember me and think about me, and love me, and just remember that I once upon a time lived there just like them and was one of them, and loved them and still love them. It doesn't matter anymore to them. So. It won't matter anymore to me. Things can fall apart to easily. Even the closest friends. People change and I guess everyone has to let go at some point. I just wish it had been different. It was too easy. To let go and leave behind things that once mattered soo much. I will let people change though. I will watch and observe, and laugh at them and remember all the times that I had with them.
Although the miles between some people make it fall apart. With my family we have been drawn closer and closer together. Family is the most important thing in life. I never want my family to be apart. ever. It looks like Dad is staying there next year though. hah, that will test us all.
I'm going to do this best of the best thing. It should be interesting. My friends are like soo spread out across the world. They are soo different. I've also decided that there will be no double answers.
Hair: Irina, its gorgeous.
Smile: Lindsay
Dressed: I really like Irina's style.
haha she was a child model.
Eyes: Megans. My brown eyed girl.
Butt: Jenn. My sister. haha
Dancer: Jenn. My sister.
To sit down and have a chat with: ok, this one will have more then one answer..it was too hard. Lindsay, Megan, Irina, or Jenn. It depends what were talking about.
Biggest laugh: Lindsay!
Most Emotional: Irina or Megan!
Most Athletic: Lindsay/Abi/Jenn.
Most Understanding: Jenn. Lindsay. Abi. Megan.
Flirtiest: Irina.
Nicest: Everyone I call my friend is nice, but sometimes they will get caught up in things and forget. I understand.
Hyper: Ohh God! Sarah or Lindsay!
Sweetest: Megan.
Cutest: Toni..:)
Craziest: Sarah, Irina, and Lindsay!!
Bubble: oh god. Irina. hahaha
Loudest: Lindsay!
Clumsiest: LMAO Abi!
Toughest: Sarah! :)
Tallest: Lindsay!!
Smartest: Irina!
Funniest: Lindsay..omg..Singing lessons under the covers on the broken couch! LOL
Most Talented:
Lindsay - Riding horses
Sarah - Snowboarding
Irina - MATH..and singing!
Jenn - Dancing/acting
Crib: of course! My sisters house. lol..well I love Lindsays house in the summer too. We've had so many good times.
Knows me the most: My sister.
Biggest feet: Lindsay.
Thats it!
xox
I have an idea!?!
LETS BLOW THIS JOINT!