I feel sick. I'm stressed. My parents were mean to me today. I'm leaving tomorrow. I have an exam tomorrow. I have cramps and a headache, and I need to study, pack and sleep. Ahh the wonders of it all.
Yeah, life is suppost to be looking up for me right now, but its not. I guess its all the stress of leaving and so on and so on. I want to follow my goals but sometimes it seems that my parents want me to do something more with my life and that bugs me. I want to make money, sure I mean thats a given but more importantly I want to do what I love. Ride horses. I know I'm good enough to have a career in horses I just have to find a way to do that, that I will make money doing. Mom and Dad don't always understand. Dads pretty good most of the time. He just kind of keeps to himself and doesn't say much, but Mom can be so opininated and stubborn. Sometimes I think that if she wasn't my Mom I wouldn't like her very much. Thats a little harsh to say though. I feel depressed. I hope things look better in Ontario. I know that I won't feel good leaving unless I am on good terms with my parents.
Oh damn. Who cares, I should just enjoy the fact I'm getting out of here..its what I've always wanted isn't it? Yeah. It is.