I want to give up.
 9:55 p.m. on 2005-01-22

Sometimes I feel like giving up. I

feel lost, insecure, alone, unwanted,

scared, left out, trapped, and hurt.

I feel like I'm not a part of anything.

I don't want to stay here, I don't

want to go home. I don't want to go to

school. It seems like I'll never be

happy anymore. Nothing makes me laugh

a real laugh or smile a real smile. I

want to cry everytime I talk to

someone. So that limits my social

life. Nobody understands me, and maybe

I don't understand anybody. I want to

just give up. Not exist anymore, have

nobody know me. And live happily in

inexistance. forever. I might change

schools with Sarah and or

Irina.

Liz. xox

P.S. This

is one of the most depressing entries I've ever written.

Imagine that!?

P.P.S. Guestbooks are highly overated.

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