Well, Christmas is tomorrow. No wait, actually it isn't..well it isn't but it should be. OK that doesn't make any sence at all. It just really doesn't feel like Christmas. It feels like nothing, it doesn't even feel cheerful, its like empty and meaningless gifts being bought and wrapped for people who are expecting meaningless gifts from people who mean nothing to them. Yeah thats right. Merry Christmas.
I don't get to ride again today because, Jill's parents didn't want to do the drive again because it is soo icy over the mountain road, which is totally understandable. If I could drive I would still be doing it though. It seems that every year my Christmases get slower and less exciting. I'm watching the fade away to a meaningless holiday in the middle of the year. I'm not even excited about gifts. I don't like Christmas in the city. At home things were different. I've been soo bored lately I've even wanted to go back to school. I hate this, I just want things to be like normal. No one really appreciates their families very much until your not with them. When you spend your first Christmas away from home its going to kill. Its all the little things that we do at home that people don't do here. Well maybe its the fact that we don't even have lights put up..or a christmas TREE! :S..yeah its scary.
I have alot of things I have to do. I have to deliver presents, do laundry, clean my room, try and get into the christmas spirit..and also endure the two most celebrated nights of the year Christmas Eve, and Christmas Night..with a bunch of old people who try to talk about horses with me and try to sound like they actually know what they are talking about. They will probably make me eat too, which I am trying not to do because I don't want to gain weight over the holidays. Nope, two nights of old people and shouting old people none the less because most of them are deaf. Merry Christmas!