The way you are..is captivating.
10:25 p.m. on 2004-09-21

I learned some things about Dolaine. They make me want to be with him even more though. He is so mysterious, the way he is, is just so captivating..so sexy. I guess I find it kind of exciting to have our two worlds come together. We are so different yet it doesn't seem to matter to either of us. He asked me to roll with him and his boys on Saturday, I didn't say I would right away, I might though..we'll see.

I have so many guys that want me. It sounds vain, but trust me it isn't all that it sounds. I mean Dolain is the only one out of all of them that I would even consider. haha, except there was this cute guy today that took my hand and asked me my name and told me "You are a beautiful girl"..it was so like classic..I thought he was going to kiss my hand or something. I don't know it was kind of cute.

Then there is the "weird" Sean guy that keeps following me around. Today after school I was with Dolaine and he came running up to me and asked me if I liked him. I was like really taken back nad kinda just looked at him funny so Dolaine just laughed and said that I didn't. Then he kinda backed/ran away. I felt bad but I guess thats all you can do.

When I'm w/ Dolaine I feel like the girl from Save The Last Dance. So innocent and naive. I mean I really don't know anything about the way these people live. Thats why I'm kind of looking forward to Saturday. Tomorrow I am taking the afternoon off school to go and train for Oakhurst. I have a lesson w/ Lorraine. yay!

Anyways, I should go to bed!

* love. liz. *

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