* and my emotions are taking me over, like the ocean takinf me under *
Last night. I went to Chris's to chill with Abraham...it turned out Abdul and Danny were there too. It was fun and we all chilled and stuff. It got pretty late so I decided to stay there for the night, and leave at 7:30 in the morning cause I had to ride. We never really slept but we tried too. It was really funny, but I was beside Abdul in bed..and just to mention the fact that he has a girlfriend, we got close. I don't know what he was doing, and I don't really know what I should do now. Should I forget it? or should I just be like all these other pathetic girls that want the taken guy. I'm soo confused. Whatever, I can take it..I'm a strong girl.
Soo today. I came home from Chris's and in a daze went riding. I was soo tired after sleeping less then an hour all night. We didn't ride long then I came home at like 1:30 and fell asleep and woke up once at 6:30 and then I woke up now.
I am going to try and go back to sleep.
Elizabeth.
* it makes me strong, it gives me the strength to go on. *