Dear Diary,
Why is life so hard sometimes? Sometimes I think that it should all feel like it does when I ride my horse, perfect, but then riding wouldn't make me happy..well I guess things will just stay as they are. Theres no point in hanging on to the past, and theres no point in living in the future so I maze as well live today right? Thats just what I'm trying to do, but as each day goes by the past keeps..uhh I guess you could say haunting me. Well not really but its bothering me. I know that our friends group vaguely exists anymore, and once I go, yeah I'll move on and as much as I say I'm not going to, I most likely will eventually lose touch with those that used to be my world.
Each one taught me something that I'll never forget, and I'll never forget them because of it.
Nicole was my first best friend in Happy Valley. We met in the 3rd grade and became friends in the fourth. I love her more then anything no matter how far apart we are. It doesn't matter if we have different things that we like to do. She likes boys and soccer, I like horses. She taught me the meaning of a bestfriend. Shes always positive and funny. I won't forget her.
Next to come into our group was Vanessa. We were rivals at first and I guess we'll never be like sister close because we like different things and I don't normally relate to her about things. She is a pretty amazing girl to know and shes always up for anything. She taught me what it was like to be me and go my own way.
Next it was Randi. She was always the girl with the gorgeous hair in French Immersion to me. Until she started hanging around with us, then she became Randi the really nice and funny girl and eventually Randi, Pat's girlfriend. It doesn't matter with Randi, everythings good and thats what I like about her!
Katelyn is always there for me. It doesn't matter whats happening she always does her best to make sure everything will be fine and with her there it almost always is. Shes full of fun and I'll miss her when I have no one to talk to when I'm sad.
Last but never least, Megan. She is my best friend. I've told her everything about me that I can possibly think of. We'd stay up late when she slept over just talking about everything, I'd call her whenever I needed someone to talk to and she always found time to listen to me. Out of all my friendships I hope ours lasts the longest. If we never talk again then we'll both have lost something. I hope it doesn't turn out that way.
Thats about all my closest friends from Goose, not to forget Lindsay, but she lives in Ontario so I'll get to see her more now.
Anyways I'm going to the circus tonight at 10. So I'll go study now.
Elizabeth